Last night my brother and his friend come home with a box that held 30 sliders from white castle. 

SICK.

I am about to leave for the summer.  I have so many mixed emotions about it right now.  I am really excited to go, and I know that its something that God wants me to do, but at the same time I am sad to leave everything. I am sad to leave my the summer, my old friendships, my new friendship, my family.

But I know that God will use this.  I guess I just have to wait a see.

My oldest brother Branden as of Wednesday evening is engaged!

I AM SUPER EXCITED!

Its kinda strange though..... when you sibling start getting married you know your no longer a kiddo.... odd

I burned my lip

I really like to drive with out my shoes on

God has blessed me with some truely amazing friends!

" Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest."

                                                                          Matthew 11:28

This is something Gods really been teaching me. 

I dont know why, but lately its been hard for me to run to God.  To lean on his love.  To rest with him. 

The funny thing is that, that was one of the 1st qualities of God that i fell in love with. 

I am realizing that i have to make the decision.  I need to run to him, even when its hard.  Even when I dont want to. 

Because when i do.. i finally feel myself again.  I finally have my joy back.  I finally can love again. 

Oatmeal

I really like oatmeal ALOT! 

I eat it every morning on my way to work.  Most people I know this its gross, but to me its delicious.

The only odd thing about oatmeal though, is that when you put it in your mouth you don't if you should chew it or not, because it already feels previously chewed.....

yummy?